A few days ago, she had also mentioned for Gala the pain caused in her by the fact of not being a mother: “It’s hard to talk about it. I always want to cry when I talk about this subject… It’s the great drama of my life not to be a mother. I wake up every morning with this sadness. It kinda ruined my life. I still need to fix myself.“
Children whom she has not yet mourned, she is aware of it: “I haven’t found the best way to fix myself yet“, she explains to Feminine. The last miscarriage, for her, was the most terrible. “I decided not to do it at home, I took a hotel room in a neighborhood that I don’t really like in Paris and I told myself that it would be… impersonalshe says. When I was lying on this towel full of blood, I imagined all the women who were going through the same thing as me, who went through it or who are going to go through it and I don’t know, I felt less alone in fact. I had the impression of shaking hands with all these women who since the dawn of time have experienced these pregnancy failures“.
Women who experience intense pain without talking about it. And even though she also had “want to bury“These moments, she decided to talk about, at 41, to free consciences and not relive, in a loop, all her journey when she is asked why she does not have children. A speech strong and brave!