“I decided today to stop, I saw what I had to see, I traveled, I vibrated, I helped, I knew how to listen, to be generous, I I gave it my all, so to speak, I realized that the human being had become evil, I never understood the fact of psychologically or physically killing his fellow man, for me, it is like hurting oneself . I just can’t go on anymore, I’m exhausted”. These very harsh words, Aurélie Preston wrote them on October 3, a few hours before trying to end her life. Supported enough in time by the emergency services, the ex-candidate of reality TV narrowly escaped death.
But her worried state and she will have to be accompanied. Because if she went so far, and wanted to end her life, it is also because of the trauma caused, in part, by the harassment of which she was the victim when she was still participating in reality TV programs. Programs in which some candidates were obnoxious to her as she reminded Jeremstar.
painful memories
“There came a time when he wanted to do everything to get me to shoot”, she told the blogger when he was still doing interviews in his bathtub, without mentioning the name of the candidate in question. Subsequently, Aurélie Preston revealed the horrible substances he wanted to send on her: “To the point of wanting to throw piss at me. Yes, he wanted to piss in a bucket and throw it at me. It was getting too hard. He’s real garbage, you have to be sick to do things like that!”
After reviewing the sequence, Aurélie Preston expressed her anger to Jeremstar. She does not understand “how can we leave this”. Especially since the bucket of urine would not be the only thing that the candidate wanted to throw at him according to his words. “They don’t say either that I took two buckets of bleach the day before. After that, there’s the mattress which is transported to the garden… Ah yes, apparently he also urinated on the mattress before cleaning it. swing”she remembers still very affected by what she experienced before concluding: “There is really a side for me which is horrible in terms of psychological violence where it seems that in addition the production takes pleasure too! And where the viewer too, somewhere, to see someone suffer like that!”
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