In Havre-Saint-Pierre, the Lebanese-Quebec writer Abla Farhoud wanted to mark the end of her work by evoking questions that were dear to her – belonging, attachment to language and what she calls “the enigma of departure” , this mysterious impulse that pushes certain people to uproot themselves to emigrate. But she also wanted to write about her father in this moving story which takes us from Lebanon to the North Shore, and which saw the light of day thanks to the contribution of her daughter, Alecka Farhoud.
When Abla Farhoud passed away, on 1er December 2021, his novel was in the hands of his publisher, Alain-Nicolas Renaud. Knowing that the end was approaching, the writer asked him to make the final corrections so that it could be published. Without telling his daughter. “She would never have asked me that,” she said. It’s way too heavy. Then my mother passes away and the whole month of December passes. »
Alecka Farhoud suddenly realized that she couldn’t stand idly by. “I wrote to Alain-Nicolas and I told him: “It’s stronger than me, I can’t let you do this alone, I have to do it with you. I want to be my mother’s watchdog, I want to be her voice.’”
A duty
Since his mother’s first novel, Happiness has a slippery tail (published in 1998), Alecka Farhoud has always been his privileged reader. “I was 17 when she started making me read her first versions. She had confidence in my artistic sense and that gave me strength,” she recalls.
Mother and daughter even wrote an album together, Aleckaproduced in 2011 by his brother Mathieu, aka Chafiik, from the group Loco Locass.
“We worked together, I know how she writes, I know her rhythm,” says Alecka Farhoud.
The editor therefore sends her the latest version of the text so that she can make final corrections.
I had just read her first version, and it was the worst I had ever seen from my mother! You could tell she was tired and I didn’t know how to tell her. Then I saw all the work she had done. She wasn’t there so I could tell her well done and how well she did.
Alecka Farhoud
Between laughter and tears, Alecka Farhoud realizes that she has finally spared her mother this part of the work that she abhorred – the corrections. “I lived with my mother a lot; I left, I came back, even with my daughter, and I saw him in his face all the time when it was correction time. She hated it! Deep down, she was really happy not to have to do it,” she says with a laugh.
A family story
Now that the book has finally been published, Alecka Farhoud feels proud. “Filled with fullness. »
“I made sure my mother could get her book out. If a mother who builds houses dies and her house is missing windows, are we going to leave the house like that? ”, she asks.
She remembers how this mother who never lost her capacity to wonder, and who she misses so much, “fell into depression” after each novel. “I had to cheer her up because she thought she would no longer be able to write… A real artist! »
Through the story of two brothers who travel from Montreal to Havre-Saint-Pierre, on the North Shore, to pay their respects at the grave of their sister who died half a century earlier, Abla Farhoud wanted to tell the story of the story of his father, who remained in Lebanon while his entire family emigrated to Quebec. “Before, the Lebanese would leave and leave the oldest child in the village to look after the land. My mother had been trying to write this novel about her father for about 10 years, but she couldn’t find the right idea. She would start it, then leave it to write another one. Before she died, she ended up writing it; his first novel was the story of his mother, and his last, that of his father. »
Finally, it was with the – fictional – story of this sister who died in Havre-Saint-Pierre that she found the way to tell the heartbreak experienced by her father, her relationship with this brother she had lost sight of and this mother who had abandoned him. On the other hand, Alecka Farhoud does indeed have great-grandparents who lived on the North Shore at the turn of the 20th century.e century, since it was there that boats leaving from Beirut docked before reaching Montreal. “My great-great-grandfather arrived in Havre-Saint-Pierre in July with his son and he found it beautiful; he settled down and opened a business, but he didn’t know there was November, December, January, February,” she says with a laugh.
Alecka Farhoud nevertheless brought this story of immigration and identity wanderings to a true conclusion, ultimately, by writing the last paragraph of the novel. Her eyes veiled by tears, she remembers how she lit her mother’s lantern and began to write without thinking. “When I reread what I had written, I said: it’s good. Then the lantern went out. It was my mother who said: the book is finished. »
Havre-Saint-Pierre
VLB editor
158 pages