Shanna Kress and Jonathan Matijas will soon become parents, but the mother-to-be is having a hard time with her pregnancy, as she revealed in a video released on August 14 on her YouTube channel. For 14 minutes, she shares her discomfort while wiping her tears. Images that caused a lot of reaction.
“I can’t stand my physique, it’s hard to see me like this“, she launches from the beginning of her testimony. The ex-star of angels and ex-partner of Thibault Kuro is pregnant with her first child, a little boy (she was to welcome twins but one of the babies had Down’s syndrome and the couple made the choice “to stop his heart” via an abortion). Unfortunately, these months of pregnancy do not rhyme with fulfillment. As she reveals, she can no longer support her body and not having control over her life. “I’m very happy to be pregnant because I know we’re going to start our family, but everyday… I look at myself in the mirror and I don’t like myself. This is the first time in my life that I see myself like this. (…) I see cellulite appearing on my body“, throws the one who says she has “need to feel slim“.
Having a hard time”accept the situation of being pregnant“and saying to himself”anxious“, Shanna Kress then says that she does not recognize herself when she comes out of her shower. A trauma for this great sportswoman who has always paid attention to her appearance.
This video caused a lot of reaction, with some Internet users declaring that it was obvious that she was not ready to become a mother. Another person bluntly stated that “if we listen to it, then we commit suicide“, so she is “negative and annoying“.
Fortunately, the future dad Jonathan Matijas, who admitted that he was not used to seeing his partner with weight, supports his other half. He also spoke at the end of the sequence: “My wife’s tears shoot at my heart but I understand that sometimes she can’t take it anymore… That this pain in her stomach, back or this regular nausea or even the frustrating prohibitions are heavy to accept and assume. You have to be honest and accept that there are difficult times during pregnancy. (…) My wife and I are one and I am proud of her, proud that she manages to confide because it allows her to externalize as much as to help those who feel the same thing!“.