It’s been two years since Shanna Kress and Jonathan Matijas fell for each other. The two reality TV candidates came together thanks to the first confinement in 2020, due to the Covid-19 pandemic. Crazy in love, they were quick to move in together the following year, in April 2021. And for them, the logical next step was to start a family. Their wish was realized as they announced on Sunday May 1, 2022. Indeed, Shanna Kress is pregnant!
But, past the euphoria of the moment, the ex of Thibault Garcia became disillusioned. In a video posted on YouTube, she opens up about the doubts that invaded her a few days after learning that she was pregnant last March. “We were in Nice, with my darling’s family and everything was fine. And I came home alone. And I was crying in the morning. I was not well because I realize more and more what is happening, even if at the time I was happy. Yesterday, I spent the day at the spa with friends, it went more or less well because the problem is that I took it upon myself all day seeing my belly in a bathing suit. I have a big problem with this, it blocks me. As my darling was not there, disaster, as soon as I came back from the spa, I got into bed crying and I imagined that I did not want it in fact“, she confessed with emotion.
It hurts me
And to continue, explaining having briefly considered abortionas she may have had recourse to in the past: “I’m honest with you, I see it very badly. And yesterday, I was this close to telling myself that I was going to take a stamp to take it away when you want to start a family. I asked myself real questions, to say to myself: ‘Do you really want to be a mom? Are you going to accept the fact that your body is going to change?’. I couldn’t even touch my stomach. It hurts me.”
Her companion Jonathan finally had the right words to reassure her, assuring her that she had no obligation to keep their child if she did not feel ready. Just words that will have succeeded in calming her down. Shanna Kress said she wanted to be followed by a psychologist to manage her pregnancy as well as possible. Especially since, later, the couple learned that they were expecting not one but two children !